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05/15/06--01:31: To Whom it may Concern: (chan 1548833)

To Whom it may concern: Current mood: annoyed Ok so ivecome to the conclusion that in my search for myself and the journey Ive decided to take to better not only myself but my future and everything around it Ive done nothing but piss people off and been a Quote on Quote off ASSHOLE. well this is what i have to say about it. Damnlife sucks sometimes. I want everyone that has been around and seen me be a dick and think "How  would I feel if I was trapped in my house all day everyday almost, have bills to pay but no job, have problems finding a job because I made mistakes in my past, have people in my house everyday and cant tell to go away or im an ass, when everybody can leave here when the are tired or cranky, or sick of my company. well where do i get to go oh wait nowhere. So this is how I am going to solve this one. I am retreating to my roomfor awhile. I am going to get a job, pay my bills and save some money so i can get the hell out of here. I will no longer allow anybody to hold me down or back because of a friendship or reltionship. I am leaving. I dont have time to play I have a goal and i will be accomplishing it no matter what the costs. I dont want people to just show up to my house with out calling and I dont want company every night. I dont want people just hanging out in my living room because its convienient, or because you say you are coming to see me then invite other people over and sit in the living room or downstairs while i am in my room. I do realizr=e that James lives here also. so if you want to hang out with him thats awsome just call first and just leave me alone. This is what it has come too. Its noone in particulars fault just how i think it has to be for everyones best interest. I will miss all of you dearly but my life is more important.So if this is rude or mean or whatever I really dont care . I just want to be left ALONE ok that doesnt mean you cant call sometimes but people need breaks from each other thats what i need from all of you  give me the respect i ask for please




05/23/06--21:34: Oh what a day. (chan 1548833)

I hate how when something great happens in your life everything else has to falls apart. I know its part of life. I just hope everything works out the way its supposed too. And there is someone special and you know who you are . you were the only thing that made me smile today so i just want to thank you


05/29/06--11:33: Party Like Your Joe Mother Fucking Kocher!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 (chan 1548833)

ok so yeah joe is in town and he leaves tomarrow .....tear... but we always have this ritual and once again we tied. My girlfriend, The Wonderfully and Equally Beautiful Amazing Megan got to see the drunken side me for that I appoligize lol but it was a fun night. Went to sleep at 4:30am and woke up at 7:30am so Im a little sleepy. But thats what happens when you live like ROCKSTARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


05/31/06--00:49: The views and opinions of the misled troubled youth of yeasterday (chan 1548833)

Because we have our own views; we are considered MISLED.
Because we challenge the views of others; we are TROUBLED.
Because we are a part of Generation X; we ar theTROUBLED YOUTH of YESTERDAY!

I am proud to be a part of the misled troubled youth of yeaterday.If you dontknow us; you will. We are the ones parents warn thier children about, because they dont want us to influence the impressionable minds of these conformed children. We are the Outcasts of Society. The supposed drain on the economy. We are called SocialMisfits, since we have chosen to express our indeviduality.

We are treated like criminals, and you wonder why we are angry.We areignored because of our youth, yet you have no idea why we protest.We are told to keep away from your children, because youare scared of the unknown. You are blinded by the worlds conformity. You all are Hypocrits. You tell your children to be indeviduals. To think for themselves, to draw their own conclusions and opinions. But only if they reflect your own personal interests. When they do you critisize their creativeness. Tell them they are wrong. Maybe even go to the links of calling them communists for not trusting your every word.

If you loved or even cared for their well being, then why do you constantly set them up for failure in your eyes. Ad you wonder about teenage suicide. It is just plain ignorance for trying to fool yourself in to believing these lies youare telling everybody in your own defense. Like im doing it for your own good. How do you know what my own good. I am my own person and I would like you to respect that. But it is the parents "job" to keep us on the right path.How do you expect your children to trust you, when you constantly lie to them.

So how do you stay in control? You limit the knowledge to only realism. Covering up your past and present mistakes.You are scared or not only risk but change.So ho do youstop change from occuring? You dont and you cant! Try all you want, the best you can expectis to maybe slow its arival. If you believe that age makes you utterly wise, the you truely are ignorant. Experiences of variety and how to react and correct mistakes is what makes people wise. Not age. Age is just a number.


Now you sit there pointing the finger at everybodys faults but your own. How dare you imply that you are perfect. For that thought you are not only obtuse, but egominyacal. For not voicing your faults makes you a pompus anal-retentive bastard. So before you try to correct the faults of others. You must realize your own first. If you still dont agree, I must ask you a few questions. When was the last itme you looked in a mirror? Have people been lying to you? or Have you been lying to yourself.  



06/01/06--18:04: Dopie McNasty (chan 1548833)

yep thats it my new name thats what i want my nickname to be



06/11/06--17:10: Things to do Fo rme in the next couple of weeks!!! (chan 1548833)

1. Get a job!

2.Get my aprtment.

3.Move in to my apartment.

4. Make more money and save it.

5. I really dont know ? i guess whatever the fuck I want to.  HAHAHHAHA its great

 

           Well everything is going alright I guess. Its like a Rollercoaster of Life. It has alot of ups and downs and loop-to-loops boring spots and excitemet.It can be a disappointment or te best experiance ever. What we learn throught these times is it doent matter what its like now it wont be the same . There will be change . Nothing can everr be the same. Whether it be new people , less people, no people , or a mixture of the whole thing. We just need to come to grasps that we just have to hang on for dear life sometimes and make it throught the turmoil. Doesnt mean we wont need a paper barf bag or we wont get a nose bleed but everything will be victorous on our end. Now havent you ever felt stupid cause yougave up and come to find out you were right there where you wanted to be. I have thats why we follow through with everthing we do in life.




06/26/06--13:28: Another Day....... (chan 1548833)

Just as I thought things are going the same. People let you down and you forgot what it is like to trust them. I have lost faith in almost everything. I am not trying for sympathy just an observation. I am sitting back and watching how people are and what they do. Other than that I am still on house arrest i have a job at granite city well i have to go there tomarrow. so we shall see I want to get away from people because im starting to realize i really dont like people. I dont know how i did it all those years. well i am going to go back to listening to music


06/29/06--10:03: MOving (chan 1548833)

ok so we got an apartment at vivian oaks and we move in tomarrow


07/28/06--13:26: The good ol days (chan 1548833)

well i just really miss them. the good ol days that is. but in a way i kinda like these new ones. i dont even know why because i dont do anything but they are still fun. i have my few friends that matters. people come and go in and out of your life butits the ones that show their loyalty that are the ones that will remain forever




08/20/06--20:55: People (chan 1548833)

In the last week I have observed a few things. I have seen that no matter how much time has passed your closest of friends are still there. I saw a plethera of people get along  that have no business being around. I also learned that one straight week of being so drunk that you can hardly get any more drunk is bad. LOL Yeah that one should be common knowledge but I had forgotten.  I am mainly overwhelmed with compassion for the team that helped with the parties over at danny and adams. You guys are the best. Now for my list of thngs i have done in the last week....
1. Had the shortest realtionship Ive ever had........around 8 hrs.
2.Realized it doesnt matter how long you know someone they can still be your close friend that fast.
3.That you can be your self and no matter how lame you are your friends still want you around.
4.That drunk boyfriends of your exs need not talk shit after you have had more liquer than a pirate, because they will get punched in the face.
5. Even though im a kid at heart and always will be I am still getting older and I need to respect that.